this week really buang. my first time in standard chartered. i wish to perform well. break my PB, but this week i fall sick, super low. this week and nx week is an important event. nx week i have napfa test in khatib camp 10km target - 37min in e end i ran 41min LOLS. alot of diff. i even get last in my sch. i got stomache really pain, im glad ive finish the race. but as a runner. i still wanna remind myself, no reason shld cover my losses. still need 2 admit my standard at 41min =/
this week got sore throat. and today got gastric pain, super low. got injection and my butt still pain =x hmmm.. jie jie not online i stay at hm whole day so bored =(
recently i blog alot lols. i feel abit unstable damn... lols. before i blog i got alot of tings to say but now -.-
before i rem i shall feed in. hmmm like.. this sunday standard chartered, hope i can whack 37min+ for 10km. hmm tat was a great jump, my previous race is ard 39~ and is shorter. nx sat we have napfa for our sch. 2.4km 7min whack again. jiaoyou.
i guess i kw wad to write le. my heart is so confuse. did i wrote this on the previous post? gosh. cant rem. yea, this few days kinda quiet dunno whats wrong with my emotion. perhaps mixed feeling inside =/ sighh i hate this. give me an straight feeling LOLS. i hate myself being like this. -.- i wan to be like myself hmmm 4 years ago. perhaps 4 years back i was dead after a great shock =/ shag. hope i can write somemore to get my emotion better =D
i like the 10th and 14th photo, as for e 14th i didnt know hu use the camera and zoom in and take me only but i like it alot, it show how does i look like when im afraid of heights wooo...
there are more photo but some are just repeating, but they are fm different source. hmmm.. and non related photo like biathlon, oops cause i save all the photo to my desktop. so just.. yea upload.
this few days i feel kinda weird, i feel v confuse. what i wan now?
yea this year finally got first! previously my teammate doesnt swim fast enuff. but this time is too fast. LOLS. kinda exciting. the new shoe is soooo hard 2 run with.
right nw got 1 arena bag and pouch not in use yet =/ and i wan 7:59 for napfa test!
poberm ard... bugis is getting more n more boringgzZ n BORINGZZZ... recently got checkup in CMBP for army. got pest D, kinda suprise. hmm. heart problem. neda checkup on jan...
hmmm... my didis and mei mei celebrate with me as u all can c =D nth to talk cause i have talk at the previous post.
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my polite. we got second. our hardwk pay off. if i nv improve my standard this year, i think we got 3rd =x aiya perhaps we must say most of us pay off! but.. i sacrifice alot, i focus for almost 1 year to get champion or individual award.. but i didnt make it.. hope my polite track can do well..
nw is year 3 le, i feel kinda stress hope everything will fin.. but i miss sch.. but holiday life is boring. doing fyp2 nw.. kinda interestin!.. php is so fun! but doing hard work is not fun.. like googlemap =/
